"Stand firm with my armor child"

The words at the top of my page today.  Click on the title for the song.
So I am almost finished week #1 of my radiation.  So far so good, I mean it could always be worse, it could always be better.  Really one off sets the other right?!

No new side effects yet, really tired though WOW.  I was not expecting to be that tired.  I am in awe at how people say the most bizarre of things when they don't know what to say.  I am so glad I am not the only one who does that:)

I AM dealing with it, however, you are geographically impaired and don't see me more than once or twice a month at best so please don't assume that I'm not dealing with it.  I am and at times I am weak and cry a bit but those times are mainly when God and I are talking and are not about anyone else but Him and I.  I expect that the normal response to what I'm facing would be some sadness at the unknown, of the restriction of my mask, of the beams that are bouncing into my brain.  I expect that this is all rather normal but like some people wake up and just feel off their game I too have days like that so really I am NO different then the rest of the world.  Some days I wake up and feel so grounded in my faith that nothing could move me and I feel as if all my emotions are kept in place.  other days I wake up and my emotions are more to the surface and showing, its on those days that I pray more and think less.  The only way my family and I are getting thru this is with prayer and most importantly God.  We know that at the end of the day He is the One that stands by us regardless of how we feel.
My daughter told me about Gods body of armor in the Bible and it has come to be quite a verse with me now, in fact, not knowing, my friend brought me a card that has the verse on one side and on the other there is a 'knight' with the armor on and at the bottom it says Armor of God.
I'm going to write this because I think one of you needs to hear this today.

"...Therefore take the whole armor of God that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.  Stand therefore, having girded your loins with truth,and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and having shod your feet with the equipment of the gospel of peace; besides all these, taking the shield of faith, with which you can quench all the flaming darts of the evil one.  And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit which is the word of God."

Well, I think I will end it with that.  Of course when I feel like writing again I will.  Please enjoy the songs I attach to the titles.  They have spoken to me along this path and its cool for you to come along for what looks like....a wicked cool ride!