I feel like crap. It seems like that’s all I say these days. I think I should get a t shirt that just reads “I feel like crap” and save everyone the time of asking. I have put an actual feeling to the crawling skin that I have constantly been referring too. As it hit my neck the other day I tried to touch it but it was too painful like razor burn. That’s what it feels like; my entire body is one big razor burn. So the way I figure it is too use a lot of ice packs and keep rotating them on different parts of my body as the burn comes up. There’s always an up (positive) to counter the down (negative) so if you find mine let me know. Unless of course you consider that this reaction will likely end after 12 weeks instead of the rest of my life then I guess that’s the up. Load of rubbish I’d say!
I'm going to see a counsellor i think to help me work through some of this. I am finding it very difficult to manage how I feel physically, mentally, spiritually and continue to guide Alex, its just too much right now. My energy is running very low and I need some help finding my unicorns and sparkles.
Sorry but that's about all i have to say right now. I am really struggling here so please continue to pray for me. I'm still believing that God is with me.
Thanks.
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