3 steps forwards 1 step back. Doable

Good news.
My sleep is getting better, could it finally be turning around?
Dare I allow myself to think my sparkles and rainbows are on their way back to me.  Is it possible that God is taking this on now?  Of course I know it is.
So lets count, today I showered even though I didn't smell (I have good genes, we don't smell), then I finally after days of my bed being open in the living room I exerted a little more energy and closed it and what do you know...I still feel great WOW this is awesome!! Aside from razor burning a bit on my back and tummy I'm feeling pretty ok.  Not back to normal but absolutely better than how I've been feeling.  One more thing to do before I call it a day, here's the one step backwards kind of, I had to deposit my pay check so I walked slowly down to the bank, signed some papers as well and as I was saying goodbye to my bank guy 'Jason', my balance just went so before I fell down I grabbed the counter and had success.  Not gonna lie I was rather embarrassed because people looked and he clearly didn't know what to say or do so I got out of there ASAP and went next door to Tim Hortons, not just a coffee shop but also a safe place to go too in times of need.  I called my Dad (Vancouver) I was dizzy and couldn't walk so I'm sure it was only a couple minutes and he was there with the car to bring me home when I realised I forgot to force lunch down my throat (no appetite). But this is not good because the body needs food or it rebels.  Within minutes of walking in the front door my head was in the toilet as my stomach heaved with nothing in it if i keep this up ill have a 8 pack in no time.  The 6 pack was carved out in the beginning of tummy troubles.
Well now I feel fine again except a headache.  Today is a decent day......it seems like its been forever.  Hence, i say the slow return of sparkles and rainbows.
I have songs but I'm writing this on my IPhone and cannot put a song this way.  Ill do it next time, you'll need Kleenex it's beautiful and very moving.
Please pray this is infact the turning point for me.  Bless you and thank you.  Praise God for a good day today.

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