"Happy Anniversary Child, today you were set free"

The words that were placed at the top of my clean white paper as I start work today.
Let me start by saying that today is a day of celebration!!!!Today 2007, I was released from hospital after having my brain surgery to de-bulk my cancer.  Today is an emotional day for me.  In 2007, it was Easter weekend when they found my tumour and now 4 yrs later  I embrace it all, thru the grace of God.  Last night I was feeling a bit down because I have been having bouts of vertigo (which are actually a different type of seizure), anyways it had me questioning my entire missions trip and I spoke with my deacon and I asked, "if you do something because that's what you think God is telling you to do; if you're wrong will he still honour that because you're doing it in His name?"  Well I was very happy with the answer for 2 reasons, 1. she reaffirmed that I should be going to Mexico and 2. she said that God wouldn't leave you just because he thought you made a decision without Him. When I got home I opened my Bible app on my IPhone and it opened to Mark 12:22-25, it's Jesus telling us to have faith in God.  Just what I needed to hear.  I lean on God on many levels but I still sometimes need to be reminded that I am not alone and that He is with me regardless of my circumstance and that is like a security blanket for me. 
I think we all forget, actually , I'll say we all forget sometimes that He is right beside us!
This morning as I sat listening to my favourite EVER song 'Beautiful Beautiful' by Francesca Batistelli, I had an image of sitting at the feet of Jesus with my hands at His feet singing this song. 
Today is a day of celebration because He has made me beautiful---cancer and all.
What difficulties in your life are you going thru that you can thank God for?