On Monday I had the ultra-sound on my liver. Awe man did it ever hurt, it’s like trying to
bend a broken arm, can you imagine the pain.
I’m not even exaggerating, it did hurt like that. (I’ve never actually
had someone try to bend anything broken before but I’m pretty sure that would
really suck) The tech kept apologising every
time I ‘ooched & ouched’. LOL, when
I got changed into the fashionable hospital gown with open back for air-conditioning
I was asked to come into the ultrasound room; it was like a spa, the lights
were dimmed and there was spa music playing in the background, I smiled and thought this is a pretty sweet
deal. I’ve never had an ultra-sound like
that before and it was an older Asian man which I have also never had. It’s always been women. Anyways, I get the results on Wednesday,
August 21 with the results of my MRI and blood work that I am having both today
at approx. 3:00-4:00’ish. Then I will
sit on pins and needles until I get the results while praying to God to give
patience and a good report. I keep
thinking how awesome it’ll be if he comes back and says,” Your liver isn’t
doing its job which is why you’re always nauseas but we can fix that. Your tumour hasn’t changed so we will keep
you off chemo and check again in 3 months.”
Can you tell I’ve put a lot of thought into this? LOLJ gotta hope,
gotta have faith and keep plugging through.
I have seen Alex once since she moved to the interior. I had a sleep over with her and it was
awesome. She slept on the couch at the
bottom of my bed and we gabbed until we both fell asleep. What a blessing it was. So I won’t see her now until she comes in
October and then I get her for the month.
She loves her life and loves the nature and all that comes with it. (I think that’s nuts, personally) God clearly created her to live in nature
because she thrives and is full of joy and even the anticipation of the winter
is exciting to her. I think my girl has
found a new home. Humph even as I type
that my eyes are welling up. I’m just so
happy for her and to hear the joy in her voice when she tells me about their 6
dogs and swimming in the lake and finding a ‘cave’ of clear glacial water and
then to tell me that she’s mudding and building things with her boyfriend blows
my mind.
I was standing in my kitchen yesterday making perogies and
fried onions when this song came on and I couldn’t help but close my eyes and
just be in the Spirit. It was such an
awesome time with the Holy Spirit, my leg was bouncing around and my hands went
up and I was just overcome. It was one
of the most incredible things that I have ever encountered. The perogies boiled over and the onions
burned a bit but…..whateverJJ
I hope this song rocks you with the Spirit like it did me.
I am completely undone.
Bless you all and thank you for your continued prayers.
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