Well I spoke way to fast on the ‘no throw up’ up until yesterday I have been nauseas and
thrown up a couple times. At first my
oncologist thought it was just a bug of sorts but it didn’t go away and it wasn’t
likely the chemo because I took all the pills to prevent this and i've always
been fine before. So the end result I was
sick from chemo day (18th) until my ‘guy’ at BCCA on Wednesday, April 3 gave me something to
take.So awesome.
I don’t want
to be a downer or anything but the last few weeks have been very tough for
me. I started to feel rather depressed
and not connected to God and it’s really been an effort for me to stay focused
on him or anything for that matter. I barely worked. I got possibly 4 days in 2 weeks in, which sucks because I love my job. Didn’t help of course feeling
like absolute rubbish. There have been a
few oddities, each day I was nauseas and it was EVERY day, I never felt dizzy,
not once. The other inconvenience that I’m
now experiencing is that I can’t go from kneeling or squatting to standing
without falling, always to me left (which if you recall it happened in my shower
a few blogs ago) Well this time it was
not in the shower thank God. If I had’ve
been able to blog before now you’d be reading something entirely different because I was
not in good headspace to say the very least.
A couple great conversations with some key people and its like i'm
getting back to my old self again. Now here’s the great news…the second tumour
is shrinking. YAY.
And that’s coming
from someone who interprets MRI’s and he showed me the picture. It’s gone from 1.0cm to 0.4cm. I am also going to be seeing a neuroncologist
at the BCCA which is great because he specializes in the treatment of brain
cancer and the seizure aspect, so he’s like a package deal. I’m really happy about that.
So I originally had some hard core Christian songs picked out but I have totally toned it down. Enjoy and bless you all and thank you so very much for all your well needed and appreciated prayers.
I sure praise God for you Melanie.With love you to - Brenda
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