Sunday, 3 March 2013

It's like winning the lottery...

You know when people heard that I was given about a year to live, much like the lottery, I had friends I didn't know of, my time all of a sudden was important to people.
It's like the lottery in that there's so much hustle and bustle and people want to be your friend. Although they say that's not why we all know better.
So people tell me things like "I've wanted to do this for so long, but life just got so busy",or,"lets go for coffee and talk".
Really????!!!!!
For how many months have you known that I exist and now because I'm stamped 'expire in about 12 months' you want to hang out?!
I'm telling you guys, sad but true.
THEN, when you find out that in fact the prognosis was wrong, just like getting the wrong numbers on a lottery ticket, the coffee dates never happen, those wallflower friends disappear again.
You know I may step off the curb tomorrow and die..  What will you be thinking then?
It's not always the disease that gets you, it's not always the LOTTO 649, sometimes it's just a scratch ticket.
I can only speak for myself when I say, if you want to be friends, great, be my friend but not only if you think I've won the lottery.
Bless you and ill be praying for you as I ask you to pray for me.  I don't want to be a lottery friend either.
Love me

4 comments:

  1. Very well said Mel.Blessings to you

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  2. Yeah it is Mel but im not staying in ur other groups until ur back. whats the point unless ur leading them???
    Anyway thanks for the talk this afternoon. big hugs xoxo

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  3. Well, I'm gob-smacked! I would only think things like that.... And I know you know we are in for the long haul, the long, long, long haul!!
    Amlam

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