You know, you never know how important balance is when it comes to certain parts of your body. Take for example; your arms. Do you have any idea how hard it is to walk when your arms don't know which way to swing? It is really hard and to add to that your legs decide they will go whichever way they want too.
This is where it's good fun, arms and legs going everywhere, neither is talking to the other so there is no method to this madness.
This unfortunately has how its been the last few days for me. Straight up, I was just in the washroom and I thought to myself (as the dizziness is setting in and I'm at work) what kind of quality of life is this? Clearly there's a problem because the 'once in a while occurrence is now daily!
I'm really getting fed up and I'm tired of then countering that thought with the guilt of "Melanie at least you have legs" no doubt some of you are saying the same thing, I've thought it and I'm no exception to the rule. So that's my whine for today. And before anyone says anything to me about "Keep praying, keep your faith, look to God" I know all that I'm just pissed right now and he knows it so why pretend. I can't stand fake people so why do I want to be like that?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-04h8ojEC8&playnext=1&list=PLD213F724BDF9214F&feature=results_video
bless you all and thank you for praying for me.
Mel
Hi Mel: Being unafraid to express your emotions is a sign of personal security (you can handle criticism) and is to be commended. Being unafraid to be brutally honest is admirable. If more people expressed their emotions and were as honest as you, the world would be a happier place! As for God? He knows exactly what is going on and is very understanding ..... but then you already know that. If there is anything we/I can do ...... just shout. Love 'n' Hugs. Dad.
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